Sunday, 5 January 2014

The moment, when I dissolved myself!!!

It was a late evening on Saturday June 23rd 2007.  I was alone at my sister's apartment. I did not go home (Kavindapadi), because I had to practice FrameMaker8 in my Systems Domain Center, Marathahalli.

I have got engaged that time, on June 18th 2007. So I and Sasi use to talk frequently every now and then. So realized that I am alone at home and new to Bangalore, he said he will come and stay with me for some time. I got ready and regularly waiting for his visit. He came around 6 pm.

I was bit shy in the beginning to receive him. He wore a white full hand T-shirt which I loved. Even now, I love to see him in white, but he never wore a white. I forgot the wording written on the T-shirt. I think I gave him Tea.

We were talking for a while by watching "unnalae unnalae” songs. Around 7.30 pm, he said I will lie on your lap, I said "yes". Then I realized, he is going a do something, so I was maintaining a gap. But he pulled me and gave deep kiss and asked me to give it to back. Poor girl fully shocked and do not how to return back. So this was my first kiss to a boy.

Then in the bedroom, I went to keep the borrowed laptop from my brother-in-law. Sasi came there and he pulled me towards him, my god - I dissolved myself there. His one hand was holding me tightly and the other one went on to the places where nobody touched me before. Of course, my lips get caught with his, and it was a passionate one which I really loved it, still longing to have one like that.

I do not want to stop him, but the promise before marriage kept on stopping him and of course his hands. Finally I stopped him, but I was not on a stage where I was. Lots of butterflies, lots of flowers bloom suddenly in my vision. Yes, I was in a dreamland.

So I learned French kiss from there on ;-)


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