Salt and Peppar

My perfect gentleman!!!

I do not know what to start up with. The moment I think about the valuables which I have got in life - the first thing which comes to my mind is "appa". He is my inspiration and he is my role model.

I always wanted to be like him more energetically, more positively and more friendly. Although I get some bits from him, I really wanted to more energetically.

He is the elder son to my grandparents with two sisters and one brother. The early days were so tough for him because of big family, and my grandfather is a cotton merchant and a spendthrift.

So he does work in the paddy fields during his summer holidays... and he enjoys doing them. He loves his mom so much, but then she passed away because of blood cancer before I was born.

My father, he is one of the topper in the school, wanted to join medicine but he could not go through merit and my grandfather doesn’t have money. So he joined B.Sc Botany in Coimbatore Arts College.

He remembers each and every single family name of any plant even now. He is 62 years old now. Then he did various jobs like he worked in Chithamani bank, Junior Research Scientist in Coimbatore. Later he joined the Ranger's training and joined the State Forest Service in 1980.

In between, he got married to my mom who is elder to him by few years. But I have never seen a couple like this who fight a lot, but do care a lot and always cannot stay away with the better half.

I always wanted a husband like my father and wanted to be a couple like them.

Of course, in my childhood he was my hero, where he comes up with uniform, gun in Jeep. One day he came up with full blood on his face and hand... my god, accident one of his bad wisher hit the vehicle on his royal Enfield when he was on his ride. Yes, my father owned a red Royal Enfield which we sold few years back.

Why do I have 2 kids :-) :-(

Sometimes, I feel very depressed Why I have two young kids. Bhavana is 9 months old now and Vishnath will turn 4 on next monday 24th.


Bhavana always wanted to walk now and Vishanth always wanted to distrub her.

Awaiting for a break from busy working mom.

I just want them become more independent and obedient. Really stressfull!!

The moment, when I dissolved myself!!!

It was a late evening on Saturday June 23rd 2007.  I was alone at my sister's apartment. I did not go home (Kavindapadi), because I had to practice FrameMaker8 in my Systems Domain Center, Marathahalli.

I have got engaged that time, on June 18th 2007. So I and Sasi use to talk frequently every now and then. So realized that I am alone at home and new to Bangalore, he said he will come and stay with me for some time. I got ready and regularly waiting for his visit. He came around 6 pm.

I was bit shy in the beginning to receive him. He wore a white full hand T-shirt which I loved. Even now, I love to see him in white, but he never wore a white. I forgot the wording written on the T-shirt. I think I gave him Tea.

We were talking for a while by watching "unnalae unnalae” songs. Around 7.30 pm, he said I will lie on your lap, I said "yes". Then I realized, he is going a do something, so I was maintaining a gap. But he pulled me and gave deep kiss and asked me to give it to back. Poor girl fully shocked and do not how to return back. So this was my first kiss to a boy.

Then in the bedroom, I went to keep the borrowed laptop from my brother-in-law. Sasi came there and he pulled me towards him, my god - I dissolved myself there. His one hand was holding me tightly and the other one went on to the places where nobody touched me before. Of course, my lips get caught with his, and it was a passionate one which I really loved it, still longing to have one like that.

I do not want to stop him, but the promise before marriage kept on stopping him and of course his hands. Finally I stopped him, but I was not on a stage where I was. Lots of butterflies, lots of flowers bloom suddenly in my vision. Yes, I was in a dreamland.

So I learned French kiss from there on ;-)

Love you so much!!